Baby's 1st bday

Even though it was a lot of running around and felt like the longest day ever, it was a great time! I was so happy to be with the people who were there, I was surprised and happy that there was no tension or drama between the ppl that have a lil beef. I spent time w/ my mom and it was like old times, I appreciated it even tho I was really tired. My baby is so beautiful and shes so smart, Im so blessed to have 2 beautiful babies that are smart w/ no problems. I love them both, even tho the oldest one wants to test her limits all day every day, shes a blessing and I learn from her just like she learns from me everyday! When you think about the world and how fucked up it is, you realize that when you have a baby/babies, they think you are the world and that unconditional love just makes it seem ok. Anyway, I know this is a lil bit mushier than most of my posts but it was what was on my mind.

forgiveness

Hopefully this new feeling is here to stay! I want my old self back b/c shes great! Shes not bitter, angry, and mad all the time... She's smart, educated, intelligent, pretty (and w/o makeup!), strong, intuitive, and now extra cautious! Please watch, rate, share, and SUBSCRIBE! Comment and ask questions too please I love feedback.