I have realized...

That Im actually very bitter and jaded. I thought I was pretty much over these angry feelings but lately I realize its not the case. I think I must have just pushed them aside and ignored them, because they're definitely on the surface now. Im starting to really hate men. I never thought I would or could be one of those women, but I can only be taken so far before I just say fuck it all! And I think thats the point that Im at. I was thinking maybe Im a lesbian and I didnt know it, lol... but Im just not attracted to women like "that". So I guess its kinda like when it comes to men, you cant live w/ em and you cant live w/o em... Im just gonna continue ignoring them because I dont honestly feel that any of them are sincere at this point. They just seem to say what they THINK I want to hear and Im over that bullshit! So, thats pretty much it. I just needed to vent and I figured I would do it here because I hadnt posted to my blog in a minute. Anyway... leave comments, suggestions, questions, etc... I would like to hear some feedback on this topic.